By gondor44646
11/22/2008 10:56:12 PM

Oh ... its not going well, it is the worst time right now... I just had a fight with my brother, and this week has been finished for awhile now...

Im 18... still in high school... masturbation addict.

I'm not doing good in School... I've got no life... I'm failing my goals, and I don't have a job... I feel like a lazy hopeless bum... I don't feel like I can actual talk, it dosen't matter... I don't want to go to church, I don't want to go to school, I want to hide from all of my responsibilitys... But I can't... Maybe it is better if I just hit rock bottom... Maybe that would keep me humble enough... But where would I go and what would I do... I would hope that I could succed, but right now I wish I would give up... ... I can't say anymore, it dosen't matter.



I'm Praying For You    
"Oh Gondor, I'm so sorry. Please know there are people who want to help you badly. You're not alone. When I was in high school, I too felt that way (to be honest I still do sometimes). I was really really lucky I graduated at all. I was failing so badly and I started skipping church. I pretty much thought that crawling up in a hole would help. I slept through most of my life just because I was so depressed and I didn't want to face anything. I withdrew from everyone and everything. If I can give you any words of advice, what I would say (and sorry if it's too blunt) but don't have sex. It will do worse things to you then you ever thought possible. You may feel so low now but it will only get worse if you do go farther. Please, whatever you do, don't do something that serious.

If you want, I have my email in one of the blogs (something with the word "girl" in the title, I think). Feel free to write if you ever want to vent, get advice, whatever. I may be a girl but I'm also an addict and I'm only 2 years older so hopefully I can relate a little. I'll be praying and fasting for you. I want you to be okay. Love ya, Gondor."
posted at 00:29:19 on November 23, 2008 by Matrix
"When I don't feel like I can keep going I pray. Sometimes that is the only thing left. Pray, HE is there. Pray, He is listening. You are His child."
posted at 03:25:58 on November 23, 2008 by robin

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