By Gondor44646
11/17/2008 6:51:30 PM
Hello Gondor...

It has been a little while. I am glad that I can do theses posts. I have looked in the past when this all started and I realized there are a lot of posts from everybody.

I got a tutor for math class, and audio book to catch up on my book for English...... School...

This past weeks have been difficult, I didn't want to send a post, or do anything really... but it is as it is, and the fact is that I have to get back up again, as many times as it may take... it remains the same... sin is sin. Even right now I am tempted and I wish I could give up... Do my homework... or give up to may problem. and it has been so easy to just give up, it has been the same depressing thing each week.

However I am not going to give in or give up any time tonight, because right now I will type a postl to analyze myself and to figure out what to do... and perhaps get some advice too.

So here it is... for the billionth time... I will ask the same question to try to find myself out of this confusion. Of course I know the answer and I will try to live it... I could probably just accesses the past posts and the many times everybody has answered this... there I go, kool! ... Why is Por* bad? Why did God make our bodies this way? ... or maybe it is just because the Devil found a wrong way to use something that was meant to be for good... oh there I go... answering the question... whatever... ok... Some of those Cisco kids make fun and jokes about those issues every day... How do I know what is ok, right or wrong... and then why was it meant like this, or what was its purpose... and then how can I control my thoughts, or even myself for good...

I get more help just by typing this email... well whatever advice you are willing to say would be appreciated... Thanks ... I am starting this new week and I hope to finish it... retrying again anyway....


Welcome Back    
"I missed you, Gondor....a lot. Love you tons. I'm always praying for you."
posted at 08:40:19 on November 19, 2008 by Matrix

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"If, through our unrighteous choices, we have lost our footing on that path, we must remember the agency we were given, agency we may choose to exercise again. I speak especially to those overcome by the thick darkness of addiction. If you have fallen into destructive, addictive behaviors, you may feel that you are spiritually in a black hole. As with the real black holes in space, it may seem all but impossible for light to penetrate to where you are. How do you escape? I testify the only way is through the very agency you exercised so valiantly in your premortal life, the agency that the adversary cannot take away without your yielding it to him. "

— Robert D. Hales

General Conference, April 2006