I was at the library today and came across some one viewing inappropriate material. It was really akward. I knew what he was looking at, I don't know if he noticed or not or even cared. he wasn't looking at it explicitly, he was trying to sneak it.... It was extra awkward because it was a compture I had been using and I had left my material at the desk thinkin I would be able to come back and use the comptur after a phone call. Anyway I don't mean to comment on him, on his life or choices. What i did see was fear, a desire to chase the dragon. Anyway I guess I am sharing this out of gratitude to God for the blessing of some sobriety, a desire to try and get things right and get out of my own way :). anyway it was something I wanted to get off of my chest.
"I believe the Father of us all calls to us as this father to his son. Fear most certainly has always been at the root of my sickness.
posted at 11:04:22
on May 31, 2016
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