Up most of the night
By torrenca
5/10/2014 9:31:36 AM
I have been up most of the night just reading other peoples posts. Trying not to think of my own situation. I just wanted to say thank you to however started this thing. Its nice to read about real people with similar issues I now that I wasn't alone before but this is cool. I told my wife that as soon as everything was final I would be asking for my membership in the church to be terminated. Man I'm a piece of work. Reading your posts has made me see how self absorbed I have become. I have done so much damage to my wife and family and all that I do is try to cause her more pain (as if she needs more). Reading your posts lets me know what my first step needs to be. I need to truly start the 12 step program and get down on my knees and pray. Yesterday I wouldn't have. I wish there was a group meeting in my area I would go. I would like to do a big shout out to ANGLEMOM. If I get the nerve up I will have my wife read your posts. Also to SJANDERSON I found your writings very helpful.


"Ya, she is kind of the best. I might be biased, but she saved my bacon too. If you can get your wife to read her stuff, you'd be surprised what might happen."
posted at 10:30:15 on May 16, 2014 by maddy

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  • Choose to Be Alive
  • Choose to Believe
  • Choose to Change
  • Choose to Be Different
  • Choose to Exercise
  • Choose to Be Free "

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    General Conference, October 1988