By Draffon
11/14/2013 7:16:33 PM
It has been quite a while since I have been on here and I have to say I don't feel comfortable here. However, through prayer and direction from church leaders and friends I have decided I need to do this for others as well as myself.

A year ago I started a relationship that lasted six months. I was an addict and was looking every day and some days more than once. After six months my relationship failed and I hit rock bottom, dove into pornography for three days, and decided it was time. I went to church leaders and had my unclean spirit cast out of me in the beginning of August. IMMEDIATELY the desire and compulsions left and I stopped looking. I have been clean for quite some time.

I was a changed man. I'm now 28 years old and feel like I have a chance at a future and a new life. I have been able to focus, my mind is my own again. I want to go to church, I am working on my conditioning of 28 years of filth. I have been in touch with KickIt and he has been a great source of support and guidance to better myself.

For anyone who thinks I am lying or someone else: I laugh at you. Stop trying to tear others down. You have no power over how I feel or what I experienced that changed my life. Look at gospel doctrine and the words of the prophets. And for those that are struggling: FIGHT. I will not baby you or coddle you. You MUST fight and seek help from those close to you and those leaders of the church.

My life was nearly destroyed by this horrible addiction. I now have a chance for a future, a family, and celestial life. If you want strength, look up Ether 12:27. That is a great source of strength to me and I encourage all to follow that scripture.


Hello Kickit    
"You really missed us, huh?"
posted at 08:57:19 on November 16, 2013 by Anonymous
"Hang on Anon, let me act like I care what you think."
posted at 15:25:04 on November 16, 2013 by Draffon
"Sure sounds like Kick It to me. Okay, Kick It. You're here. That means I am outta here. Bye."
posted at 16:15:14 on November 16, 2013 by Anonymous
"I don't really care who you are. I just have a hard time codling and babying/not tearing some one down who's laughing at me."
posted at 16:45:17 on November 16, 2013 by they_speak

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"The solution to this problem ultimately is neither governmental nor institutional. Nor is it a question of legality. It is a matter of individual choice and commitment. Agency must be understood. The importance of the will in making crucial choices must be known. Then steps toward relief can follow."

— Russell M. Nelson