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this can be a poem.... but ive alway been the musical sort. though i cant carry a tune...
By taintedlove
9/29/2011 5:27:22 AM
She walks alone down that corridor.
she knows that tonight shes gonna tell it all.
her innocence it lacks, did it ever exist?
This child, she has a secret that someone has missed.

If it wasnt for you, lord, everything would be a storm.
If it wasnt for you lord, happiness would be something else.
If is wasnt for you.....

She tells her mother what her her father did.
her mother beats her, wishes her lack existence.
This girl shes low and knows she wasnt really wanted.
She runs she hides but the scars will always be there.

If it wasnt for you lord, anger would be my demise.
If it wasnt for you lord, happiness would be something else.
If it wasnt for you lord, i wouldnt even close my eyes.
If it wasnt for you lord.....

She grows, she hates, she lives, she dies inside.
shes hit, she raped, why did she ever exist?
she looks for truth, but all she gets is lies.
She looks, she finds, but she still hurts inside.

If it wasnt for you lord, anger would be my demise.
If it wasnt for you lord, happiness would be something else.
If it wasnt for you lord, i wouldnt even close my eyes.
If it wasnt for you lord.....

She learns and grows and the pain slowly goes.
She starts to think theres a future for her soul.
Her anger lessens, shes here for a reason.
Theres no more running, those scars are fading.

If it wasnt for you lord, anger would be my demise.
If it waasnt for you lord, happiness just wouldnt be.
if it wasnt for you lord, i couldnt even close my eyes.
If it wasnt for you lord.......... my life it would be incomplete.

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Thank you!    
"For sharing your testimony! Praises, hallelujah's, Amen!"
posted at 09:07:24 on September 29, 2011 by Hero
you might like the music of UNSUN    
"look up unsun on youtube. 'bring me to heaven' is good. 'clinic for dolls' is a good track. they had a video called 'home"...they are a polish metal band fronted by a girl, AYA...shes a fav band of mine, and alot of lyrics are very personal + reflect some of your same feelings....

-sky"
posted at 20:30:51 on September 29, 2011 by skyteamst90
The refrain    
"Each stanza is filled with pain. It is a narrative of the darkest parts of your life....but the chorus or refrain is a song of praise to Christ. Then as the next verse starts, again, there is a return to the hurt, but each time it soars up to Heaven... Until finally, the last verse is a verse of hope. There is no return to the past. Beautiful. Raw. Honest.
Thank you."
posted at 22:43:08 on September 29, 2011 by maddy


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— Richard G. Scott

General Conference May 1990