By lostsoul
9/14/2011 8:56:26 PM
I dont know where to start, i feel like i'm in a funnel and going down fast.
I guess i should at the begning, i'm not new to this blog i just haven't been on here for a while. And things are not going very well, not am i back into porn again but into drinking and drugs and this time my wife has found out and i'm on my own , i dont blame her but i not sure i can do this on my oewn this time .

I was clean for 4yrs from everyhting i was going to meetings,I have been in a depression for the last year and cant get out of it . I feel like that everybody has left me. My wife wants me to go to a therapist and i'm not sure that's the answer, i remembered this site and so i got back on it . i need help and dont know where to go please help !!


"Go to one place and one place only.

The feet of Jesus and tell him you want the faith to walk with him to gain back the eternal perspective again.

Pray because life depends on it."
posted at 21:42:08 on September 14, 2011 by ruggaexpat
Have you gone to your bishop yet?    
"He's there to help you."
posted at 21:45:57 on September 14, 2011 by ddg
Welcome back, brother.    
"Maybe your answer is in your own post. You said that you were sober for four years when you went to meetings. Go back to the meetings and put your hand out. AA is a wonderful and lifesaving program. But you have to find the right meetings and the right sponsor to walk you through the 12 Steps again. It worked then and it can work again. Relapse is a part of many of our stories. I relapsed at 2 years myself. It's hard to go back but you will find that we don't shoot our wounded. Sometimes one last defeat is all it takes to get us really serious about our recovery. If you are willing to go to any lengths to stay clean and sober, you probably already know what you have to do. You will feel a lot better before you now it."
posted at 21:57:58 on September 14, 2011 by Anonymous

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