I need your prayers...
By Teddy
6/19/2011 7:41:54 PM
i fell last week it's better not to talk about the past i'm looking forward to the future,my bishop told me to talk to him on the first week of July to see how i was doing.There is a temple trip coming up and it was my goal that was set by the bishop to attend.there is about 3 to 4 weeks left until our talk and i want to make sure that i can go i need to!!! so i'm only getting on once on the computer and there must be someone else around,i'm watching TV only when there is someone else in the room and when i go to the bathroom i do my business and get out.

What i need is your prayers i need it bad i feel if i fall these 4 weeks my world might fall apart i need this i will be praying every day too not just for me but for you.Please ask god if he will help me i know i'm not the best person in the world not even close but i deserve happiness this i know and this will make me so happy if i can go to the temple.

i know god loves me and i know he wants me to succeed it's just up to me!


Hang In There    
"Sounds like you're making some good changes. You can do this. Hang in there and keep trying."
posted at 19:58:22 on June 19, 2011 by dstanley
Hope it's helpful    
"I know it sounds random, but maybe playing a church cd, or Christian music while showering might help too. You are right to not dwell on the negative...keep your eye on the goal! God loves you!"
posted at 21:20:13 on June 19, 2011 by Anonymous
SO happy and proud    
"Thank you both for that,and that is a great idea about the CD.

WOW i can't believe it today i woke up my mom and dad were gone and everyone is sleeping if it was any other day i would probably MB and watch PRN but today the first thing i did was get on this site.I'm glad i did and i'm getting off right after i'm done,i'm so happy and proud."
posted at 09:01:21 on June 20, 2011 by Teddy
"IT'S NOW 1 week and four days!!! :D"
posted at 20:08:00 on June 28, 2011 by Teddy
"Your positive attitude makes me smile."
posted at 11:05:46 on June 29, 2011 by maddy
Payers and help    
"Hi teddy,

I not not sure why orr how this can happen... but as I read your post ( your plea for added prayers I can feel warmth in my heart and the love heavenly father has for you. If you make a mistake or fall dont be too ashamed to pick yourself up and pray for the added strength, for heavenly father to take away your desire even if its every ten minutes. remember your faith will be tested. You are doing amazing. I have found from my husband having this issue for soo many years YOU have to have a change of heart. I cannot emphasize this enough!!!! Pray for it. Ask how YOU can get this. Ask in your prayers to be in tune. Heavenly Father wants this for you. He is waiting for you to ask at every trying moment. He cannot help you unless you ask. He is bound to take your agency away. But Loves You. You can accomplish this.

In Sunday school this last week we actually talked about how to get the Holy Ghost companionship or have the spirit...I know some of these will be obvious but good to remember:

1. Taking active part in following gospel principles
2. Family time
3. Never Let Fear Replace Hope
4. Be Aware of the Adversary
5. surrender to Gods Time Table
6. Atonement
7. Hope & Healing

the spirit will:
1. guide you
2. comfort you
3. teach you
4. bear witness of truth
5. give you joy
6. warn you
7. testify to you
8. ratify

John 16:33

Keep us posted. Don't give up! You are worth it.. I wish my husband would believe what you believe and work on the change of heart. He has his own agency and his heavenly father loves him as well. he just doesn't know it.

I believe we are in the latter days and must be strong people. We go through hard things, hard test. Learn all that you can make the most from it. Go forward and live your life with that true love you can learn through the savior.
Good Luck!!

posted at 18:50:56 on June 29, 2011 by toolong
i can't stop smiling    
"@MADDY thanks i'm glad i make you smile,i can't stop smiling! because its another day without falling.

@TOOLONG i felt great reading your post especially when you said "I can feel warmth in my heart and the love heavenly father has for you."

i WILL pray and ask how i can have a change of heart i thought i already changed but i notice sometimes my bad side gets out that's not good i wanna be taken over by my good side.Thanks for the tips on how to keep the holy spirit with me your list of what i can do and what the spirit will do was very helpful.

I will keep you guys posted i wish you good luck to you and your husband."
posted at 21:45:08 on June 29, 2011 by Teddy

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