By adrastos
4/12/2011 11:18:37 AM
I haven't been on here as much as I should. I sometimes feel intimidated for several reasons that I won't go into, but I feel that I need some extra support, and some extra accountability.

That and this place is anonymous, making it feel a bit more safe. I use to think I could only write on here if I needed advice or help, but now I realize that I can just write to get my feelings/frustrations out. If people want to comment, great, but I'm not going to worry about that anymore.

I messed up this morning, just got blindsided by Satan, didn't exactly have my defenses up. So, tomorrow will be day one. I know some people tell me not to count, but I it helps me.

So, for the rest of today and tomorrow and after that, here is my quest of sobriety and freedom from m@sturbation and p0rnogr@phy, and to eternal life.


good job    
"im glad your are quick to try again!!! you should get on this site as much as possible it helps good luck!"
posted at 16:25:54 on April 12, 2011 by teddy
"You are definitely in my prayers today, brother!"
posted at 09:41:55 on April 13, 2011 by lawrence
thank you    
"Thank you Teddy & Lawrence. I've been told that the best way to get out of a slump is to tell someone that you acted out ASAP and try to get right back on your feet. So, then you don't get stuck in a relapse for an excessive amount of time. I appreciate your help, support, and prayers.

Day 1 so far was great! I read my scriptures, read out of the Steps book, and listen to conference during my problem time, felt great this morning. I know it won't always be that easy, but its nice to get a day like that in."
posted at 14:15:51 on April 13, 2011 by adrastos

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" Is it possible to reclaim a life that through reckless abandon has become so strewn with garbage that it appears that the person is unforgivable? Or what about the one who is making an honest effort but has fallen back into sin so many times that he feels that there is no possible way to break the seemingly endless pattern? Or what about the person who has changed his life but just can't forgive himself?The Atonement of Jesus Christ is available to each of us. His Atonement is infinite. It applies to everyone, even you. It can clean, reclaim, and sanctify even you. That is what infinite means—total, complete, all, forever. "

— Shayne M. Bowen

General Conference October 2006